I treat everyone kindly because I don’t want my own experiences to make me treat friends differently.
I feel that being kind to everyone is the only thing I can do. Maybe this is the reason I exist in this world.
Even though I have many flaws, perhaps this is my way for those who know me to remember me.
I really want everyone from my first VRC group to remember me.
But I know most of them don’t really care (not all of them, of course). I know that if I want to leave an impression, I need to keep showing up. But I find that I can’t stay.
I also clearly know my real-life friends don’t recognize the kindness I give to everyone.
One is online, the other is real life.
And in real life, it’s hard for me to express myself. Maybe… I’m just running away.
