January 28, 2025 I'm really frustrated. They ask me what kind of work I do.
I'm really frustrated. They ask me what kind of work I do. Then they say, "Oh, you earn so little."
I feel a bit down too. People around my age already seem to have so many things.
I know some people will mock me and say, "That's because you didn't work hard enough, that's why you're like this." But it's not like I chose this. My relatives just feel that way. And things turned out this way because my mom raised me alone. Life was tough before, and over time, my relatives started nagging me. I'm sick of them constantly criticizing me.
I won’t have children. That way, there won’t be a cycle of class reproduction. I’ll bear the suffering in my generation—that’s enough. I really hate it.
My mom and I have already started trying, but they keep pushing and pushing. Honestly, it feels like they won’t stop until we’re dead. Can't they stop forcing their values onto us and comparing everything? They already have spouses and children.
Even being a mom is hard.
My mom let me live on my own.
My relatives said: “How can she leave you to live alone?”
So my mom came to live with me.
Then my relatives said: “How can you grow as a person that way?”
