September 15, 2023 What's wrong with me?

1. Today, I made a mistake delivering food with Uber. I asked the customer to report it to customer service, but instead, they scolded me, saying how being a delivery driver is such an easy job. Later, while offline, I encountered a rude person, but I wasn't in the mood to deal with them, so I just walked away. I even walked on the pedestrian path and almost got hit by a motorcyclist. I really didn't have the mental energy to care about the dangers of being on the road.

2. A friend's dog passed away. Seeing my friend cry made me want to cry too.

3. Due to the incidents with Uber, my friend's dog, and the general chaos in my life, my relationship with my friend has become strained. Despite constantly telling myself not to overthink things, I find myself questioning why all of this is happening.

Over the years, I wonder what I've done to start spiraling into these thoughts. The overwhelming feeling of being unable to do anything, the sense of worthlessness, and the inability to even perform a simple task like food delivery leave me questioning my capabilities. This echoes my past work experiences where I messed up and was perceived as not taking things seriously. By ChatGPT translate