December 16, 2023 Is this ostracized?

I have a feeling that something I predicted has happened… I think I’m being excluded. On December 16, 2023, to put it simply, it started with friend A hiding things from me by using a toggle switch and then a password lock. I asked friend A if my behavior was bothering them, but they didn’t answer. I asked others, but they didn’t know either. I started to feel like I was being excluded. Then, half an hour ago, I wanted to ask them directly, but they ran away. They left the chat as soon as they saw me. I messaged them privately and asked why they were leaving, but no one wanted to explain. Yesterday, I invited friends B, C, D, and E to talk about this (except for the other two). During the conversation, friend C replied and friend D listened to me, but others ignored me. I also apologized to them and told friend E that I was sorry for bothering them when they were busy and tired. However, today, they all left Discord and went to play Ready Or Not. I asked many people, but only friend F gave me a reason. I asked friend D if they could explain why they didn’t tell me, but they didn’t answer. I just wanted to know the reason. Friend E said that the group was full and that someone else wanted to join. I asked if they were someone else’s Discord, but friend E didn’t reply. I asked friend G, and it turned out that they were all in a hidden channel. At first, I didn’t want to ask friend G because I was afraid that they would make things worse. Friend G helped me ask, and friend F said that it was like a secret society, which made me feel like I was being excluded. I told them that if they didn’t like me, they should just tell me directly. But no one wanted to be honest with me. By Copilot translate