December 4, 2023 No Dreams & Emotional Expression Disorder

Why did I stop eating sugar? Because of past experiences, I have become afraid of sugar. I know there are many types of sugar, but I am afraid to try them again. I still remember how I hurt sugar before, and I don’t want to hurt it again. Sugar and I have no future.

In fact, I realized a long time ago that I don’t have many dreams. I don’t have much of a future, except for work and play. I really haven’t thought about what I can do. Things I wanted to do before have all burned out, including the work part. I can’t find the old me anymore. I’m already at the point where I can die. But I don’t have the courage to execute… Maybe my dream is socializing and expressing myself, and then leaving this world when I’m satisfied. Maybe I have emotional expression barriers. I don’t know the importance and severity of other people’s emotional expressions, including my own. There have been many times when I found it difficult to express my emotions at the moment, and instead made others feel that I was emotionless. By Copilot translate