May 20, 2023

I remembered why I'm afraid of girls and wary of being misunderstood or reluctant to accept invitations. There are two incidents that come to mind.

Firstly, during elementary school, there was an incident involving a girl, let's call her A, accusing me of bullying her during nap time. When the teacher confronted me, I denied it, but another girl, B, claimed that I did. I was confused and, after returning from the nap, started quietly crying. Another time, I was accused of silently reciting a text during class, again by the same girl B. The teacher punished me by making me copy a certain text ten times.

These incidents from my past might have contributed to my fear of girls.

In fifth grade, I misunderstood an invitation to take more peanut candy from a classmate's house and thought it meant I could take one home. The next day, the teacher scolded me, and there was a note sent to my mother. I also gave money to the classmate, A, as a form of apology, but I was treated coldly by other classmates afterward. Looking back, these incidents have left a lingering feeling of sadness. By ChatGPT translate