On May 29, 2022, I started VRChat with Kento, Aki, Hibiki. Later on June 7, 2022 I met Orusu. Hikari. Mayosu through a friend of Aki. During that time, I hadn’t started looking for Orusu. Hikari. Mayosu. Instead, I hung out in my own world or in their DC. But I gradually realized that I couldn’t keep up with their conversations most of the time. Later in September 2022, I started chatting with Orusu. Hikari. Mayosu and found that I could keep up with their conversations. I started to hang out with them more often.
I still watch Kento, Aki, Hibiki occasionally, but in recent days, when I see them chatting, I feel guilty and envious. I know they don’t mean it that way, but I don’t know why I want to cry. Maybe it’s because of my communication problems, fear of interacting with people, and the desire to be recognized. Even if it’s just for a moment. I still feel sorry for them for taking me there, but I went somewhere else. However, without them leading me, I wouldn’t have met the people I chat with frequently now.
By Copilot translate
