Just now during dinner, Boyfriend 5 said, "Go get a bowl for your mom to fill." My mom said it's not necessary, but I told her boyfriend that it's not needed anymore. He looked displeased and I went to get the bowl. My mom asked why I was so agitated, and I admitted that my attitude was bad. Boyfriend 5 said he couldn't eat and nobody knew he wanted to fill the bowl himself. Later, my mom said she knew I was upset, but I needed to consider the current situation. I almost cried because of my own reaction. I'm too weak.