January 13, 2019 Negative Post-18

Today, I attempted to indirectly communicate with my mom face-to-face, but it seems she truly doesn't understand my hints. I mentioned my insomnia before, but my mom doesn't know what causes it, even the more severe issues like depression (which she's unaware of). She did notice that I've become thinner but taller.

The critical point is that Boyfriend 5 bought alcohol at Carrefour, drank it right away, and then drove under the influence. My mom casually remarked, "It's normal; he has done this several times. He drinks even when he's in a good mood or a bad mood." He has a history of driving without a license, yet refuses to get one. I wonder how he managed to buy a car initially. I fear that one day he will jeopardize my mom and me with his drunk driving. I oppose him driving without a license, but rational communication is futile. He only responds defensively, and I find it frustrating.

Furthermore, I have set rules for no smoking in front of my computer, and if he wishes to smoke, he should go outside. Also, he should accept the change when receiving change from a cashier. My mom's response was dismissive, saying, "It's normal; he behaves this way when he's tired." So, disrespecting others is acceptable?

Communicating with my mom is ineffective, and trying to reason with her boyfriend seems futile. Despite my attempts at rational dialogue, he resorts to defensiveness and often dismisses the issues. I've mentioned my concerns to my mom, but it hasn't been fruitful.

Despite his actions, I appreciate him coming down to visit and buying me a rice cooker for cooking. However, I find it challenging to tolerate some of his attitudes and behaviors.

#Frustrated with my mom's mindset #She only dated him because his mother accepted someone with a child #Feeling mentally exhausted #Dislike living daily life with family #Counting the days until they leave #Will share if anything happens tomorrow #Another sleepless night January 13, 2019, 01:50 AM By ChatGPT translate