January 11, 2019 Negative Post-17

On January 11, 2019 My mom called me today and said, "I feel that you don't consider much, that's why you say 'it doesn't matter.' But Shu (my mom's boyfriend) is very angry, thinking, 'How can you say "it doesn't matter" to your mom?'" In fact, I have considered a lot, but I was trying to imply something to my mom, and she couldn't understand. Otherwise, I wouldn't want to say it that way.

My mom added, "I've known him for 10 years, and Grandma (his mother) has accepted that I have a child. Think about the boyfriends I've had; which one could accept that I have a child?"

Regarding the plan for the winter break, I have to go up as agreed with my mom, but at least it will be shortened by two weeks. This means I will have to go up sometime during the week of January 21st. In other words, around February 7th or 8th, I should be able to come back. Lately, I can't eat much during the day; I eat a little and then lose my appetite. By ChatGPT translate