November 29, 2018
I lay in bed last night, closing my eyes and contemplating. I wondered why my mindset is so filled with fear, lacking confidence, and gradually losing my heart. The more I think, the more negativity creeps in, leading to silent tears.
Why do I find myself wanting to help these people without seeking anything in return? I'm afraid of losing them, so I decide to assist them, hoping to gain their trust and enhance their impression of me. Perhaps, I'm slowly breaking down, heading towards my demise, disappearing from this world, never to return.
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