December 27, 2018 Negative Post-15

December 27, 2018 Today, I saw a cute side of a girl at school, and suddenly, my emotions became complicated. When I got home, my mom sent me a message, asking, "When is the winter break?" I replied directly, "I don't want to come back up." In my mind, I thought, "I know my mom is going to force me to come back for Chinese New Year, but I really don't want to." My mom insisted, "No matter what, you have to come back." At this point, I started silently shedding tears and couldn't eat. My mom continued, "After graduation, are you planning to stay in Tainan?" I replied, "Of course." Then my mom said, "Have you ever thought that I'll have to pay two rents later? Wait until you're capable before talking." In my mind, I thought, "I haven't thought about it, and my emotions wouldn't be like this now." I might have to move back after graduation, then go to the military. I slowly began building everything here, finally making friends who are willing to teach me, care about me, and support me, but now I'm being forced to move back and start an unpleasant life. My mom asked, "Have you eaten?" I said, "Yes." In my mind, I thought, "I don't have the mood to eat." I'm still silently shedding tears now. I haven't been able to cry out loud since elementary school, and I haven't eaten. By ChatGPT translate