# February 22, 2025 When I reflected again,

When I reflected again, I realized that 11 years ago, I already deeply longed for companionship.

Back then, I expressed it to my mom many times— I didn’t want to go out with family. I only wanted to be with friends.

But at the time, I didn’t understand how strong that longing was.

Maybe that’s why I fear losing friends. Even if some of them are just casual friends, For me, even short-lived friendships feel like real companionship.

I really wanted to say a few words to everyone, But the internet kept cutting out. I couldn’t even finish a single sentence.

Everyone left. I was overwhelmed by a sense of despair. It felt like I was being abandoned.

By Copilot translate
