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- [January 10, 2025 He’s starting to want to push me out of his circle of friendship…](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/january-10-2025-hes-starting-to-want-to-push-me-out-of-his-circle-of-friendship....md)
- [January 12, 2025 I finally understood what he meant.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/january-12-2025-i-finally-understood-what-he-meant..md)
- [January 23, 2025 This concerns my job.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/january-23-2025-this-concerns-my-job..md)
- [January 26, 2025 I looked into my mom’s boyfriend’s court ruling.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/january-26-2025-i-looked-into-my-moms-boyfriends-court-ruling..md)
- [January 28, 2025 I'm really frustrated. They ask me what kind of work I do.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/january-28-2025-im-really-frustrated.-they-ask-me-what-kind-of-work-i-do..md)
- [February 12, 2025 I've watched many videos of people sharing their life stories.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/february-12-2025-ive-watched-many-videos-of-people-sharing-their-life-stories..md)
- [February 22, 2025 When I reflected again,](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/february-22-2025-when-i-reflected-again.md)
- [March 09, 2025 I had a terrifying dream](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/march-09-2025-i-had-a-terrifying-dream.md)
- [March 28, 2025 I’m thinking of creating a video](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/march-28-2025-im-thinking-of-creating-a-video.md)
- [April 04, 2025 I'm really annoyed right now. I feel like swearing.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/april-04-2025-im-really-annoyed-right-now.-i-feel-like-swearing..md)
- [April 16, 2025 Maybe I’ve finally understood](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/april-16-2025-maybe-ive-finally-understood.md)
- [May 04, 2025 This time, someone has fallen for me.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/may-04-2025-this-time-someone-has-fallen-for-me..md)
- [May 14, 2025 I have one more thought.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/may-14-2025-i-have-one-more-thought..md)
- [June 05, 2025 After watching VRC Night Talk](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/june-05-2025-after-watching-vrc-night-talk.md)
- [July 12, 2025 I treat everyone kindly](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/july-12-2025-i-treat-everyone-kindly.md)
- [July 17, 2025 After I made a VRC video last time](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/july-17-2025-after-i-made-a-vrc-video-last-time.md)
- [On August 29, 2025, I discussed something with a friend.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/on-august-29-2025-i-discussed-something-with-a-friend..md)
- [October 2, 2025 I've probably figured out how I'm going to write my will.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/october-2-2025-ive-probably-figured-out-how-im-going-to-write-my-will..md)
- [October 20, 2025. I've always wanted to talk to the friends who first introduced me to VRC.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/october-20-2025.-ive-always-wanted-to-talk-to-the-friends-who-first-introduced-me-to-vrc..md)
- [October 20, 2025 Actually, it was October 18, 2025.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/october-20-2025-actually-it-was-october-18-2025..md)
- [October 25, 2025 Whenever I feel negative](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/october-25-2025-whenever-i-feel-negative.md)
- [October 30, 2025 If I don't](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/october-30-2025-if-i-dont.md)
- [On November 12, 2025, I went to the first circle I had in VRC again.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/on-november-12-2025-i-went-to-the-first-circle-i-had-in-vrc-again..md)
- [November 12, 2025 I know maybe sometimes I](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/november-12-2025-i-know-maybe-sometimes-i.md)
- [On November 12, 2025, I suddenly realized something.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/on-november-12-2025-i-suddenly-realized-something..md)
- [On November 13, 2025, I began to understand my sugar condition.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/on-november-13-2025-i-began-to-understand-my-sugar-condition..md)
- [November 17, 2025 Honestly](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/november-17-2025-honestly.md)
- [November 17, 2025: I feel this era is so complicated.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/november-17-2025-i-feel-this-era-is-so-complicated..md)
- [On December 6, 2025, Sugar told me...](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/on-december-6-2025-sugar-told-me....md)
- [December 9, 2025 I'm really bad at talking to girls.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/december-9-2025-im-really-bad-at-talking-to-girls..md)
- [December 24, 2025 Recently, I've been in contact with Osatou and that girl.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/december-24-2025-recently-ive-been-in-contact-with-osatou-and-that-girl..md)
- [December 26, 2025 Later, I still pushed my Osatou to go with that girl.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/december-26-2025-later-i-still-pushed-my-osatou-to-go-with-that-girl..md)
- [On December 27, 2025, I listened to their conversation.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/on-december-27-2025-i-listened-to-their-conversation..md)
- [Before December 28, 2025, after my first Osatou...](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/before-december-28-2025-after-my-first-osatou....md)
- [Why on December 28, 2025?](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/why-on-december-28-2025.md)
- [December 28, 2025 Quite scared](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/december-28-2025-quite-scared.md)
- [December 29, 2025 I'm much better now.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/december-29-2025-im-much-better-now..md)
- [December 30, 2025: Does my relationship with someone only last for one year?](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/december-30-2025-does-my-relationship-with-someone-only-last-for-one-year.md)
- [December 31, 2025: I've summarized my experiences over the past few days.](/ye-xu-zhe-jiu-shi-wo-de-yi-sheng-ba-1/my-pastno/2025-nian-qing-dian-kai-please-click/english/december-31-2025-ive-summarized-my-experiences-over-the-past-few-days..md)
