# 2023年11月21日 コミュニケーションの障壁と弱い脳😔

I have offended many people with my self-centeredness and my dull brain. How many people do I need to offend to grow? I always think of a more tactful way to express myself a few days after the incident, but I can’t express myself that way at the time. I feel like I lack communication skills. I use words to describe things, which is easy to misunderstand, and I have to revise a lot. At that time, I thought in paragraphs A and B, but it was difficult for me to connect them. If I think about how to connect them, I will forget the paragraphs A and B. I need to rely on a notepad to remember. I think I need to be more emotional to describe things better in writing.

So later, I thought about recording these experiences. I thought about turning my experiences into a database. You can search for keywords and find all the articles related to that keyword. This way, not only can I search, but you can also search. Maybe this can reduce some misunderstandings.

Also, I feel like I’ve always been looked down upon. For example, my grandfather always dislikes me, which makes me feel like I’m always offending people and living in pain. I want to cry. I even thought about being crushed to death by steel to end everything. But saying that, I might still instinctively hold up that steel or dodge it.\
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