# May 1, 2019 Negative Post-32

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May 01, 2019: Finally, my grandfather gave me my salary on Monday. Of course, there's no need to expect too much after working for over a month—only three thousand.

There's a classmate who has become more of a friend; he treats me really well. It's been three years, and he has often treated me to meals. I feel really embarrassed as I haven't treated him yet. He says it's okay and that I can treat him in the future.

Initially, we worked together sweeping the floor, and then he offered to treat me. At first, I hesitated and refused (I'm afraid of not being able to treat others to meals). Eventually, I silently accepted. He has taught me how to speak and express myself better, and we've gradually become closer.

However, our interactions are mostly limited to school. We chat and play mobile games together. Outside of school, we rarely talk or hang out. Due to past experiences, I'm afraid and choose to conceal my life, only using the school as a place for communication. But... I only have one more month left. Afterward, I'll be forced to move to Taoyuan and Zhongli. I have thought about sharing these things with him, but I don't know how to approach him. Will I have the chance to meet him in the future after being forced to move? I fear that opening up about this might strain our friendship.

May 01, 2019, 02:21 PM\
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