# February 10, 2019 Negative Post-23

February 10, 2019 On Chinese New Year's Eve, boyfriend 5 asked me to take a shower. After I finished, when my mom came back, she had a very unpleasant tone and said, "Have you taken a shower?" I directly replied, "Do I need to be suspected after taking a shower?" (After saying this, I almost cried.) Her boyfriend said, "Is this how you treat your elders?" Then he went out to buy alcohol. I used this time to calm myself down because I've endured him for a long time, and his tone is always bad.

During the Chinese New Year in Taoyuan and Zhongli, for a week and three days, I woke up around 7:00 every morning. I didn't feel tired because of hidden fatigue. After returning home, opening the door, going to the room, and not long after, I started feeling tired. There was a heavy fatigue on my body, making me feel like crying, and I kept getting goosebumps. Although it wasn't because of the cold, I kept wearing a coat and covering myself with three quilts. Later, I lay on the bed for five hours, but I couldn't sleep. I also observed that I would shake continuously when eating or at the hair salon. This phenomenon has been present before, but I recently noticed it. Others might not notice my struggles. Now, when I sleep, I need to wear a thin coat and cover myself with three quilts to sleep better, though it's not great. It just provides a sense of security. I feel like my situation has worsened.

February 10, 2019, 21:51 PM\
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By ChatGPT translate
