# October 23, 2018 Negative Post-5

October 23, 2018\
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In order to take the driving test, my mom sent me a LINE message and cried. This Thursday, I am supposed to go to the practice field for driving, and on Friday, I have the actual driving test. My aunt said her car is available for me to practice with, and this led to an argument between her and my mom.

The content of the LINE message was, "Don't go on Thursday; I'm afraid you'll have an accident" (she was already crying at this point). However, I only said, "Don't cry; get some tissue to wipe your tears." I couldn't express my thoughts, just said that one sentence, fearing that my mom might feel uncomfortable. I know my mom is afraid I'll have an accident while riding alone.

There is no one to take care of me. Honestly, I am also afraid of having an accident. I still remember a fellow rider once offered to lend me his Hartford Hd200-S(Is Taiwanese motorcycle) for the driving test. I said I was afraid to ride his bike for the test. At that moment, another rider commented, "If you get your driver's license but are afraid to ride on the road, what's the point of getting it?" I am willing to ride a bike on the road after obtaining the license, but I am afraid to ride someone else's bike on the road. Moreover, I didn't want his Hartford Hd200-S(Is Taiwanese motorcycle) to get damaged because of me riding it on the road.

I really want to take this step, but I just can't. I am afraid to ride someone else's bike on the road. Today, because of this, my emotions were affected, and I didn't go to school. I really don't know what to do and whether I should take that step.\
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A conversation passed down to me by my aunt\
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By ChatGPT translate

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我媽傳給我他跟阿姨的對話 My mother passed on to me the conversations he had with his aunt\
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2018.10.25\
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