# December 05, 2018 Negative Post-12

December 05, 2018\
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I'm glad to hear that I didn't actually try suicide. How such a day happened is still hard for me to believe. It was my first time dining at a high-end restaurant, as well as my first time having a meal with strangers (my grandfather's friends). Moreover, it was my first attempt at dining in an elegant manner.

Originally, my grandfather invited his friend to join us, but his friend couldn't make it. I took his friend's place. We chatted a bit (I was actually nervous), but most of the time, I remained quiet. When the dishes arrived, I tried to use the self-learned (in theory) elegant dining style. However, self-learning has its downsides.

Unknowingly, my mood improved a bit (perhaps temporarily). It could be due to drinking Americano coffee or the need to get out more.

\#Thankful for the opportunity given by the heavens. #Sometimes, going out and exploring can significantly improve one's mood.\
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By ChatGPT translate\
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